Maybe…
by Charlie Altersitz
If we pretend long enough,
Maybe it’ll just go away
Maybe we can wake up
tomorrow morning
And laugh without the
awkward tension
Maybe our jokes won’t
come off the tongue
With nervous apprehension
Does it hurt to laugh?
Maybe I won’t say anything
at all.
If we close our eyes,
Maybe the elephant in
the room
Will get chased off by
a mouse,
Or maybe it will choose to
Occupy someone else’s
home.
We can clean up where
it stayed
And go on with our lives,
Like it was a short-lived
resident
In our guest bedroom.
No different.
Maybe we’re all looking at
it the wrong way.
Maybe the “c” word we
should be looking for
Is courage,
And we should do our best
to wear it
On our sleeves, shirts,
and hats
Like a baseball uniform of
support.
And instead of wishing our
elephant away,
We can stand up to the
animal
And kindly ask it to
move on.
♦ ♦ ♦ ♦ ♦
Charlie Altersitz wrote “Maybe…” after his stepfather was diagnosed with testicular cancer. He resides in Philadelphia, PA.
This article was originally published in Coping® with Cancer magazine, January/February 2012.
